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(no subject) [Aug. 31st, 2007|06:08 pm]
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 I've decided that I'm going to start only using this journal from now on... so you can forget about my other one. 

This week was the longest week of my life. I feel like i've already been in school for like 3 weeks, when in reality its only been one! Ahhh!

But hey, at least it's the weekend. Partayy.
Oh! and a three day weekend at that!

Too bad all i feel like doing is sleeping. 
And I've got mass homework.
And nobody will go to the football game with me. :(
AND my grandparents are arriving on saturday.

I know, cry you a river..

Well you suck!
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(no subject) [Jul. 20th, 2007|07:29 pm]
7/7/07

So today turned out to be a pretty lucky day. I found a store that carries a few English books AND i found 100 yen on the ground! Thanks, 07/07/07!
....
So basically it sucks to be a woman in this town. Most of the men here are fishermen. After they've done their rounds in the morning, all they do is sit around and drink beer until the late afternoon, occasionally stopping to eat some of what they caught that morning. So while the men talk and smoke and drink and have a jolly good time, the women are inside cleaning, cooking, working. doing pretty much whatever job that would be considered undesirable to the average person. Maybe adapting to Japan would be alot easier if i was a guy. I wouldnt have to worry about manners so much. I could sit however i want without my legs falling asleep... and so on.


7/10/07

God, sometimes its just painful to listen to Shizuka sensei speak English. And to think! She's the teacher of the subject!
I think that language learing tapes should be destroyed altogether. Listening to the English audio text makes me cringe. Seriously, who talks like that? It sounds like a constipated robot on ecstacy or something...
I can only imagine what Takeshi and Mary san sound like to Japanese people...

Damn you, Overly-Enthusiastic-Audio-Learning-Tapes!
....
(later)

I dont know if i will be able to fit it into my schedule yet, but i have decided that i would like to get a job this fall. Aaron started working when he was, what, 16? And it would be nice to have some extra spending/gas money.
So after much thought and consideration, i have narrowed my job possibilities to two places. Starbucks or E-Street. 
Now, I know what you are thinking... E-Street. Aaron worked there. Completely following his footsteps? 
The answer is no. I just want to be in a social atmosphere with a nightlife. So i have to make a decision. Do i choose the commercial, up-beat starbucks where i know most of the staff? Or do i choose the small, indie E-street where i might possibly only be reffered to as Aaron's-Little-Sister?

I'm not sure. 
I've got to look into my school schedule and figure out this whole 7th period acting thing.




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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2007|06:49 pm]
So i finally posted pictures in a couple of entries. I'll try to put up more later. However, that sort of thing takes forever.

And yes, i know it looks really awkward mixed in with all of my writing. And yes, i know that the pictures are freaking huge, but whatever. I dont have the time or patientience to resize everything, save it all over again, and then attempt to figure out how to make a link to everything. 

But at least now you can all see the environment that i'm in.


So ya...
check it out, yo
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(no subject) [Jul. 4th, 2007|05:43 pm]
6/25/07

I've decided that i want to sign up for a club, but alas, the language barrier limits my choices. Maybe there is an art/painting club that i can join. that would be relaxing after a day of school. i could bring my iPod and just paint whatever comes into my head.

i found out today that i really dont have to be in class when i dont want to be. Principal Nishimura told me that i could go to the library or the office any time i wanted. With that said, i spent 2nd period in the library, looking at magazines and whatnot.

clubs i am considering:
-art
-photography
-tea ceremony
-cooking



6/27/07

The chorus competition went terribly today. It was no surprise that our class didnt place at all. You should have seen the classroom afterwards at lunch. Nobody said a word. A couple girls even started crying.  Its a little bit ridiculous how serious people here are about everything. I think there are alot of Japanese students that need to lighten up a little bit. i think its the whole japan-honor thing that has been inserted into their brain from day one.

Other than the chorus competition, coming to school today was really pointless. We didnt have any classes. We all just goofed around and worked on our art projects for the school festival.

(later that day)
I would really like to know why Naruto is always playing in the train station after school. Its weird how almost everybody here seriously likes anime. Even most of the adults are into it. At least from what i've experienced...
The boys in Japan are so awkward, by the way. they try to pretend that they arent looking at you when really they are. and not once have i seen a boy actually attempting to go talk to a girl. Another thing that i find strange is the fact that alot of japanese boys shape/pluck their eyebrows. I think it makes them look girly. Do they actually think it makes them look more attractive? It will forever be a mystery to me...


6/28/07

And now a day of waking up ridiculously early to do absolutely nothing. I cant even open my eyes all the way. Haha... i really am turning Japanese.
Hm... i really need to start speaking more Japanese! Sometimes i could slap myself because i always try to take the easy way out (by speaking english). However, even though my speaking skills havent improved much, my listening skills definitely have. I can understand so much more japanese now than i could before i came to japan. That will be the goal for the rest of the trip. SPEAK more japanese.
...
Today was one of the longest days ever because i did absolutely nothing. I was just sitting - literally. Staring off into space... thinking about how hot is is... waiting for time to pass. I actually fell asleep sitting up on the train ride home. Thats a first. Thank god tomorrow is friday. 
I need to think of something to bring tomorrow to entertain myself, since all we are doing is preparing for the school festival. (no classes this week)


6/29/07

I feel kind of badly about the fact that most of this jounal seems to be negative. My experiences in japan havent been negative at all. its just, my journal is the only place that i can vent any little thing that comes to my head. 

Today was alot of fun. I think it was because i actually had something to do. I helped the English Club decorate their room for the school festival, drew a flower for the display in chalk, and made origami. After lunch, i went with Rie A. to the tatami room to watch her practice tea ceremony. I love going to that club... they always give me japanese cookies or other sweets as well as green tea, of course. The sweets in Japan are sooo oishii! (delicious) I actually find tea ceremony pretty interesting. Im considering joining. It would be fun to learn something that is a japanese tradition.
I also think today was better because i got to rest my eyes for a good 30 minutes in the tea room. As it turns out, tatami mats are relatively comfortable.

School ended an hour early today. And since the train doesnt leave until 4:36,  Rie and i walked over to the theatre to hang out with Akane (Rie's friend) in the tech room above the stage. Its amazing how old/dusty/dirty this school is. I found out that it is actually 93 years old. Wow. I'm amazed its still standing after so long.
Hmm... thats another thing ive noticed is that everything here is really old. The buildings, the traditions, the people...
there are old people everywhere. It is really depressing to see some of them trying to get around. For example, the other day i saw an old lady hunched over nearly horizontal, taking little baby steps and barely able to lift her head, making her way to the train station. Another example is Sato san's mother. Sometimes her arthritis is so bad that she has to crawl on her hands and knees around the house. 
For such an advanced country,  Japan is really lacking in the health department. Especially for seniors. There are girls at my school whose teeth are rotted out already and they are only 16. In fact, ive seen alot of people with really bad teeth. Hardly anybody has braces here. Ive seen one student at my school with them and my homeroom has braces as well. But other than that... they are nowhere to be seen. I guess the japanese dont really consider straight teeth to be that important.

Remember those awkward boys at the train station i was talking about earlier? well i think they were trying to make an attempt to talk to me today because they were practicing their english really loudly right in front of me. Say to each other things like "My name is ____", etc. I found it to be quite amusing. But its cute that they were at least trying. 


6/30/07

I dont think ive ever been placed under stricter rule than at my school . No long hair down. No make up. No headbands. No jewelry (or any other accessories for that matter). No iPods. The students here are hardly allowed an identity.
At least today is the school festival... yay! Even if i did have wake up at 5:30 on a saturday, it still think today is going to be awesome. Luckily we have monday off. I cant wait to sleep in.


7/2/07

The school festival was really fun. The girls went absolutely crazy during karaoke. None of them knew how to dance, it was cute. The kept doing this weird indian-stomping kind of dance. I had at least 20 different people ask me to take pictures with them. Maybe even more. My face started to hurt from all of the forced smiling.

Today was alot of fun too. Rie and i woke up at 6:00 (yes, on our day off) and got on the train to meet Rie A. in Noshiro city and then have her parents drive us to Akita City (one and a half hours away). In the morning, we saw Pirates of the Caribbean, which i actually enjoyed (i hated the 2nd pirates), and then the rest of the day we spent shopping. 

The fashion in Japan is so cool! There were a ton of really cute clothes that i wanted to buy, however my selection is very limited because hardly anything fits me here. I'm like an extra, extra large in japanese sizes. Its kind of depressing. 

I also took Purikura for the first time. It was soo much fun. All of the pictures turned out to be really cute, too.

time for a shower and then bed. school tomorrow...


7/3/07

Today the 2nd year students took a trip to the school for disabled children to sing our chorus songs. I thought it was really an amazing experience. Not only did i get to see another form of japanese education, but i also was able to make several kids very happy.
You should have seen how excited they were when they saw me. One boy started jumping up and down, clapping and pointing to me saying "gaijin! gaijin" (foreigner) It was really cute. They really enjoyed our songs, too. I think they especially enjoyed our classes' song because is it up-beat and fun to listen to. 
At the end of our performances, we all stood in a circle and sang a song that they kids had made up a dance to. While we sang, they taught us the dance. It was alot of fun. They kids were so excited about it, that they wanted to sing the song all over again... so we did. When we were leaving, a couple of the kids said goodbye to me in english. I was very impressed that they were able to take on learning a second language let alone the rest of the school subjects.

Time for bed. G'night!

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(no subject) [Jun. 23rd, 2007|02:17 pm]
6/18/07

It's amazing how excited japanese girls get when they see a gaijin (foreigner). Ever since i have arrived at school, i have been absolutely swarmed by girls waving at me and screaming KAWAII!! (cute!!). I know its a compliment, but after a few hours of girls screaming about how cute you are, you tend to get a somewhat of a headache. Its a very strange situation to be in. i dont think ive ever gotten so much attention in my life. 

Alot of people have also been coming up to me and introducing themselves. I feel kind of bad though because the only names i remember so far are those of my family, principal Nishimura, Sato sensei (my homeroom teacher), and a really nice girl who sits next to me, Tomomi.
Apparently Tomomi went to the Los Angeles/San Diego area on exchange last year, so her english is noticably better from the rest of her classmates'. It's very convenient sitting next to her because she helps translate things for me. She was even nice enough to write me a note my first day introducing herself. I was very pleased about that because i dont usually remember names or words very well unless i see them written down on paper. I guess that would make me a visual learner.

Some of the questions that the girls here ask are really quite funny. In fact, the first question that they asked me after I introduced myself to the class was if i had a boyfriend. 

Ew... so i had to use one of those sqwatting toilets today. Thats all they have at my school. It was the most grotesque thing ever. God forbid if you had to do more than just go pee. 
I've had a hard time translating alot of things, and to tell you the truth, its kind of giving me a headache. Tomorrow i have to give a speech introducing myself to the entire school in japanese. eek... not too excited about that. 
Well, i better get started on that...
my school. our classroom




6/20/07

Yesterday i had to give a speech introducing myself to the entire school. I stuttered a little on a couple of words, but other than that, i think it went pretty well. Everybody was very impressed with me, so im quite happy about that. 

I have only been attending school for less than three days and i found out that i have to give a speech at english camp tomorrow as well. My host sister, Rie, will be in Tokyo for her interview for YFU to go to America this summer, so i have to take her place. Also, i am going to be singing in my class' chorus competition for the school festival which is coming up soon. I really didnt want to join, but they were all so eager and i didnt want to be rude and refuse. I mean, they even had a costume all made for me and everything. oh well, if they want a bad singer in their group then so be it. 
Its just really hard jumping into an entirely different world with a different language and different culture and being expected to do all of these things. I'm still working on trying to understand even the simplest linguistics used when people talk to me.
I sort of wish that i had someone who i could talk to fluently in English and not have to worry about whether they understand me or not. I feel like my English-speaking skills have regressed because i am constantly trying to think of simple sentences to say in Japanese like; "I am hungry", "I am tired", "delicious", "hard; difficult." The simplicity of this mindset i have to be in is really starting to annoy me.
During most of my classes i just stare off into space or look at pictures in my text books because i cant understand a thing the teacher is saying. Most of the time they talk to fast, or too quietly, or use vocabulary that i dont know. As for the text books and worksheets... i might as well hand them back to the teacher as soon as they are given to me because i cant read what it says because over half of the text in in kanji (which i know very little of). Ughh.. i feel so useless.
So obviously i'm having a little bit of a bad day. But dont take it the wrong way. I love Japan, i'm just a little frustrated right now, thats all.

This morning wasnt so bad though... I got to help principal Nishimura teach English to the 3rd years during second period. I have found that the methods of teaching a language here are very different than in America. I would say its less effective, but maybe i just havent seen enough yet to make a fair judgement. Some of the teachers here, though, i cannot believe actually teach english. Some of them could barely even talk to me. I'm going to give them the benefit of the doubt and hope that they were just nervous. Nishimura san is pretty good at speaking English. He can translate most things, but his pronunciation of things is a little off on some words.
I'm not sure how i feel about my situtaion right now... a little frustrated, a little anxious, little homesick, a little excited, a little concerned. I just hope that i will be able to handle 5 more weeks.  
Hopefully this weekend will be fun. School here if too boring and serious. The only part i really enjoy about it is getting to ride the train because i get to watch all of the different people and stare off into space/ look at the scenery. Ugh.. i have to go practice that stupid gospel song for chorus now....

(later the same day)
Well, I'm happy to say that my mood got somewhat better. After lunch, i helped the principal teacher English to the 3rd years again. We really didnt do much teach, though. The students spent the entire time asking me questions, and of course, the first one was "do you have a boyfriend?" Some of the things that they asked me where just ridiculous though. Like; "Do you have a gun?" Apparently they think that everybody in America has a gun? Wow, what a fantastic image... I also had some girls ask me if they could touch my cheek. Now that was interesting. I was then swarmed by girls wanting to poke my face. I even had a couple girls pull a sneak-attack touch on my hair. Its so weird how they act around me. They treat me like i'm some sort of celebrity or something.


6/23/07

English camp was actually really fun. My class and i took a charter bus to Akita city and got to stay in a traditional Japanese-style hotel. The rooms were very simple, but nice. Thats one of the things that i like about Japan. Things are can be so simple and organic here and still look elegant. Oh, and tatami mats are really cool, too. I like the smell of them. 
Anyway, it was nice getting to talk to some of the ALT's (english speaking teachers) from around the area. Most of them were british and were very funny. I love british humor. The speech that i gave went very well, it was sort of just me talking about war. I wrote it the day before, so it wasnt very good, but oh well. After speeches, we did lots of fun activities and games geared towards teaching the students about conversational skills and about American culture. I'm happy that i got to go on the trip with my class because i got to know alot of my classmates alot better. Ive even become pretty good friends with my roomate for the trip,Rie (no, not my host sister, a different Rie). It was a good experience because now my classmates are starting to treat me like a normal person instead of a celebrity, which is very relaxing.
English camp, basically. hahaha. Fear and Loathing in Japan? our hotel lobby.
Tsugichi! (Trust me, I'm just as confused as you are.) our traditional japanese-style rooms. Shino, only the most adorable room mate ever. I love my ice cream.


After camp yesterday, my host father drove me to my YFU representative's house to stay with his family for the weekend, due to the fact that my host mom and Rie are still out of town, and also because my host dad cannot cook. Unlike the Kobayashi's, the Sato's have a very traditional Japanese-style house. I sleep on a futon at night, and we have to wear slippers in the house, but there's like 3 different types of slippers for different rooms which is a little confusing at times. The doors are all paper, which makes it a little difficult to sleep in the morning when Sato's wife is up early cooking breakfast. But all in all, its very beautiful here.

Today Sato san and i went hiking around the area. First, we explored the black sand beach a little bit. We found some interesting stuff down there. I picked up a couple of really pretty sea shells, someones old fishing pole made from bamboo, a straw doll used for some sort of festival, and a bottle washed up on shore to put the black sand i got in. 
After the we were done at the beach, we came back up to the house to eat a snack and change clothes because we decided that we would also do some hiking in the mountains. Oh my god, it was the most beautiful thing ever. Everything is so lush and green. We hiked down to a river where there was a cave with a Shinto shrine in it. The steps to get down to the river were all covered in moss, and the pathways were all very narrow. I took a bunch of pictures, so maybe when i have more time i can edit this entry and post them.

I have noticed that the people out here in the country really make use of their natural surroundings. For example, today at the beach, Sato san picked up a bunch of nori (seaweed) to use in miso soup and whatnot. When we were hiking in the mountains, he also picked up some sort of vegetable that apparently we are going to eat tonight for dinner. I helped peel bamboo shoots as well as the mountain vegetables in preparationg for dinner. I hope that it will taste good. 

I have been on the computer for way too long now, updating this journal. With that said, ive got to get going. 

I MISS YOU ALL!!


keep checking back for more entries or pictures!

Black sand beach some weird doll thing that they use in a festival.. washed up on the beach. what a Japanese cemetary looks like. Sato san and his family tomb stone.. thing. On the trail down to the shrine. Down narrow, rusted stairs... Along the side of a hill... Made it! Yay! A shinto shrine I didnt have the appropriate clothing (or shoes) for the occasion, so i had to borrow. And just so you know, yes, those are mens shoes and yes, that is a man's shirt. So pretty much, i'm as big as a man in Japan. Wonderful. this bridge got destroyed in an earthquake decades ago










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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2007|09:17 pm]
Here is a brief summary of my journal the past few days...

6/14/07
So i spent my first night in Japan at a western-style hotel in Tokyo. Unfortunately, YFU students were not allowed to explore the city or even leave the premesis of the hotel for that matter... Also, for some reason, we didnt get to meet Japanese officials like the description of our scholarship said we would. At the time i was pretty upset about it. I mean, a trip to Japan without really seeing Tokyo? But now i realize that i was so tired i probably wouldnt be able to function enough to find my way around.
The plane ride here was the most boring thing i've ever had to endure. Irene (a girl i met at orientation) and I looked at magazines and watched a movie for a while, but other than that i just had to sleep or listen to music. I dont know... i think i just dont do well when i'm sitting for long periods of time. The jet lag (which i'm still coping with) is the strangest feeling ever. When i was supposed to be asleep at 12 o'clock at night, in Japan it would actually be 4 in the afternoon.
The hotel we stayed in was really fancy. It was a nice change from the disgusting dorm rooms and communal showers that we had to deal with at orientation. Oh, and the toilets here are SO FREAKING COOL. They automatically play a water sound when you sit down on them, almost all of them have a bidet included (note to self: never use front bidet again. can you say painful? the end.), some have a heater inside the toilet seat so that its not cold when you sit on it... the list goes on.

yadda yadda yadda...
(i wrote more but i'm not going to include it in here)

pictures.. YAY




YFU students ready to board the plane.


japan from the airplane


a very bad picture of the tokyo ferris wheel, but a picture nonetheless


what i could see of the city from my hotel room



the vending machines here are SO cool. and they are practically everywhere.

some strange dinosaur park, but i took this picture for matt. hahah.

Tokyo River, maybe? I dont know... but it looked pretty cool to me.



6/15/07
I can honestly say that i've learned more in less than a day with my host family than i could ever learn in month at school. Communicating with my family has been difficult, but i suppose its a good thing that i'm challenging myself.
Hmm... about my host family... They are all super nice, and funny too. My oldest sister, Rie, who is my age, knows the most english out of all of them. My younger sister and mom are about the same level and then i guess my dad comes in last. Even if he cant speak much English and we have alot of trouble communicating, i still think that he is really funny.
All of the girls in my house are obsessed with Gackt. No joke. there are pictures and posters all over the house. And when we're in the car, he's playing on the stereo. Hmm.. also, my mom really like Brad Pitt, so she named their dog "Pitto" which is basically "Pitt" in Japanese.
I've been waking up really early in the morning due to jet lag. Getting through the day has also been tough because my body thinks its so much later than it actually is. Fortunately, its gradually getting better.
Right now, i'm at Yuichi Sato's house. He is my area representative. His house is so beautiful. Its the typical japanese country house that you would see in movies. paper doors and all. His house is alot bigger than my host family's, but i dont mind where i am staying. My house is literally 5 feet from the ocean. there is a street and a wall and then water. it's so cool. The area smells a little fishy sometimes, but what can you expect living so close to the ocean?
I found out that i have tno take a 45 minute train ride to get to school, so i'll have to wake up really early. i'll be going to an all girls school which kind of sucks, but oh well... at least i wont have to worry about looking good or anything like that. I start school on Tuesday. Monday, i'm going to meet the principal and teachers and get my uniform and all of that stuff. I really am excited to go to school, though. I hope to meet alot of new people and make some friends.
The weather here hasnt been very good. Its been rainy or overcast since i arrived. It's still pretty though. The town that i live in is on the edge of the mountains and sea. Apparently there are monkies and bears in the mountains... which is a little bit scary. I still want to go hiking some day though. Japan isnt nearly as hot as i thought it would be. its just really humid.

....
(again, this is just a summary of whats in my journal)


my host family and i at the airport. haha... my otoo san has his eyes closed.


basically, where i live.




the roads here are super narrow. alot of them are built up against hills, like this one.


The character means "Hachi" which stands for Hachimori, which is the name of the town i live in.




my sweet ride to school. ya, you're jealous.


Pitto!!


6/16/07
Today i slept in a little late for a change. By the time i finished getting ready this morning, Rie's friends were already here to meet me. They were so enthusiastic. haha. After i ate breakfast, we went down to the tide pools and searched for crabs and skipped rocks and whatnot... After that, we came home and got ready to go to Yuki's schoos's baseball game. Its funny how spirited japanese people are. everybody - even the 80 year old grandmas - were singing and cheering in the crowd.
I cant think of what else to write for now. I had some nice bonding time with my family this evening, other than that, its been a slow, relaxing day.

i have to go to bed now.

Oyasumi!!


thats how we roll at baseball games.
 
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